Withdraw
I've been withdrawn the past week or so. Sure, I've been busy too with school and my part-time job, the house and so on. It could be the fall (not that you can tell in Florida). This happens to me every year in the fall. It's cyclical I guess. Plus there has been a ton of crap going on with the condo in Mexico. Can't talk about it right now but it's just a mess and someone I thought I knew very well is not truly the person I thought they were. I cut class today. I did not miss anything. I just stayed in bed until like 10 AM which is crazy for me. Then I got up and cleaned and cleaned and cleaned. Vacuum, sweep, mop, dust, clean the ceiling fans, change the filters in the air conditioner, change the bed linens, washed 6 loads of laundry including the comforter in mine & Chase's room and the guest room. Then I made dinner for Chase and I. I made pork chops marinated in a sauce I made with white wine, plums, and spices and stir-fry rice with carrots, peas, ginger, gluten-free soy sauce, and honey. But I'm just keeping myself occupied so I don't have to talk, so I can just withdraw into my own little world. In the end it's how I deal with stuff. I work it all out myself and then later if I need to talk about I do.


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