Can we rekindle love?  Can I do it or am I living in the memories and feelings of the past?  My love from my past is back in my life.  C and I spend hours upon hours on the phone, IM chatting, text messages.  It all feels so comfortable and relaxed and familiar.  We both feel like we are falling for each other again, as those feelings never really left.   We still have a chemistry (even over the phone) that you just can't fake.

C is coming to visit me next weekend.  One of two things is going to happen.  I am or we are going to fall for each other instantly and if we do I'm jumping in feet first this time.  The other thing that could happen is that when we see each other in person again for the first time in years that there will be no chemistry and maybe we'll be friends.

But my heart...my heart and mind and soul are already feeling something I haven't felt is such a long time.  I know he feels it to.  It feels like this is fate.  I loved C and then I hurt him and me.  I find him on the internet and apologize for all those years ago.  We start talking and turns into the above.  We are both single at this point in our lives.  I think we are single for a reason and we have found each other at this point in our lives for a reason.  He's feeling the same way.  But we're both afraid to really say it.

I'll update on this wonderful situation after C's visit.  Until then I'll just enjoy the taste of love.