So I've been rather absent for the past couple of weeks.  I've done nothing other than going to work.  I don't feel like eating, I can't sleep, I don't feel like cleaning, or running errands, and I've neglected this blog.

I don't know for sure what has happened to my dog for sure but at this point I have to think she is not coming back.  Even worse I have an idea that my little girl has been abducted.  Three dogs disappeared from Skot's neighborhood in a 10 day period.  I put up 2 sizes of posters, fliers on mailboxes, and searched every day for over a week.  I've checked the shelters and everything else.  Not even a sign of her.  So I'm afraid that she was abducted and sold for either medical or cosmetic experiments.  It sounds so bizarre to me but it does happen and this entire thing is so unreal and unlike her.  I just pray that she is not suffering.

So, I'm trying to get back to normal now but it's not easy.  In the back of my mind and in my heart I will always think she's coming back.  But I haven't put up her dishes or her toys but I will do that tomorrow.  It just kills me on the inside to think about any of this and this is one of the hardest posts I've ever written.  Maybe sometime in the future I can post so photos of Yuli but for now it's just too painful.