I know I realize I sound like a broken record, but I can’t wait for my house to sell, because it will allow me to get away from my job.  It’s turned into so much more than I ever wanted.  I started of as the IT guy (the only one) and some in-house marketing collateral.  I brought my company out of the dark ages by rolling out the technology they had already purchased (but was not being used) and introducing new ones.  But somewhere along the way I become the HR guy, the Marketing guy, the Accounting guy, the Fill In Sales guy, the Operations Manager guy, the bad guy and the good guy.  I’m the only person that has ever worked for large corporations.  I’m the one with a business degree (Marketing).  So I seem to have gathered more and more responsibility (officially and unofficially) without trying.

I’ve always had trouble sleeping, I can never turn off at night.  But now it’s worse than ever.  I lay awake at night thinking about how to accomplish our company’s goals.  How to get through these tough times.  Time are tough because sales are way down dew to new home sales being down about 50% vs. last year.  All the things I have to do the next day.  It’s nothing new and I’m sure there are plenty of other people out there that to deal with the same things.  I just feel lately like the entire future of our company is on my shoulders.  In the end I guess this is both true and false.  I just look forward to a more simple time and a more simple job without all the stress and anxiety.