Forgiveness

I never thought this would happen but I have actually forgiven someone that did me seriously wrong.  I guess that time does heal just about everything.  There are a couple players in this story, Mike 2 and Stewart.

Mike 2 I had known for years, we were casual friends.  He is really good friends with Skot and Mike which is how I met Mike 2.  I worked with Stewart and he was a friend and ended up renting a room from me for a shot time.

Anyway, I think I was manipulated by Steward and lead on.  He would say things to me in private and in front of Skot which lead me to believe he and I could date or have some type of future together.  He know I was totally crushing on him.   Anyway, Skot, Mike, Stewart and I went to Busch Gardens in Tampa and Mike 2 met us there.  Mike 2 is a fun and nice guy but a total man whore.  I admire his man whoreness because I can't be a man whore even when I try.  He wanted Stewart and asked if there would be a problem.  Well, I said there would be, Skot told him there would be but he did it anyway.  And he got what he wanted. 

This was very hurtful to me.  Mike 2 knew how I felt and Stewart knew how I felt.  I knew Mike 2 was just going to sleep with him for a couple of weeks and then move on to his next like he always does.  Anyway this is what happened but it caused lots of problems and hurt feelings.

I swore I would never forgive Mike 2.  A couple years went by and I avoided him and would not have a conversation with him when I saw him.  I was so hurt and angry.  Anyway, a few weeks ago I actually got over the entire thing.  I did not think it could or would ever happen.  I was hurt so deeply and I can be stubborn when it comes to stupid crap like this.  Anyway, Steward moved to DC and am I friends with Mike 2 again and yes, I forgive him and myself.

 

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